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I believe I have figured out my love life. I haven't had a boyfriend since.... errr... well you know. I don't believe that any guy is looking at me or for my type. So I'm starting to believe my destiny is to be single forever. I haven't felt that special something, sure I have my crushes but nothing will ever go anywhere.

Hello my fellow... err... MORTALS!!! This is my only computer outlet right now is Mr. Colagross' computer. My internet providers haven't done the providing yet. I'm sooo pissed because they said they would do it on Sept 1st and that is the day we moved in and now it's Sept 5 and its still not done!! I'm so pissed because there are people who only reach me on the internet!! It's like totally not fair!! grr!

Next... Yea. I moved. I'm now more north cape coral than cape coral. I like it though because there aren't as many people than where we were. Plus no one goes down the street we're at like 60 mph. Its kid and dog safe! Though we're like out in the middle of no where. That's okay. I probably still have to pick my friends up if they want to come over. They don't know they way to meh house!! -_-;

So.. school... uh... It's Tuesday and I brought money for pizza and there was none. I was like.. uh.. hello! If it happens tomorrow... there's something wrong with that. I think they should've made some kind of announcement saying there will be no pizza on Tuesday!! I mean seriously. The only reason there was that many people in line was because they brought money for pizza and nothing else so they needed something to eat. Now... on the topic of Ms. Whale. She is like... so easily side tracked she's worse than Mrs J. Mrs J was totally awesomest and we still got some learning in so we weren't completely wasting time away. Ms. Rogers just keeps going with the topic wanting to know everyone's opinion on the matter. Like today, we talked about Steve Irwin dying (The "Crikey" guy). We talked about that the whole class while doing our Words to Own, but there wasn't that many words that we were busy for long. So we talked about the Crikey guy the whole time after the journal. Which I did with one sentence basically. Yearbook. My theme idea wasn't taken but that is okay. I came up with the cover! BAM BABY! We're doing the iPod thing for the cover. If you can't visualize the yearbook as an iPod then come talk to me I have a sketch. It'll be sooooo cool and everyone pretty much liked it over someone elses idea with a guitar. Sooooo... yea. That is all for now.
Remember, I can only use Colagross' compie til my internet provider starts providing such.

DISH NETWORK RULES!
INVADER ZIM KICKS ASSSSS!!!!!!!!!
Boo YA!
Love always,
Cloud aka Cassie

So, it's been the first 'week' of school. I guess it would be considered a week, even though we started on Tuesday. So, I found out my classes. Somehow I got into Pre-Cal but I'm going to try it out. I don't want to give up and be like, I could've done that. Plus, if I fail, I always have business math. Though they're saying if you have more than one math and taking that class it's counting as an elective credit and not a math one. Whatever.

Business math has actually been pretty fun so far. We're doing it like a business so we get to bring in stuff and sell it to our class mates and make money and we have to keep a sheet and it's awesomest. I plan on bringing in Donuts if I can get here early enough *coughdadcough* lol.

Chemistry.. well nothing has really happened yet to say anything about it... so... next.

English III Honors. OMGAWD! Ms. Rogers. The lady from BOston. She is loud, and insane. I do NOT want to be in her class when there is a fire going on. That entire class would be burn alive and dead. She will still have us lined up against the wall and that is where you'll see the bones of the students bodies!!!!!! Geeze-us!

Pre-Calculus, haha. Vitale! He is the coolest teacher I've had so far this year. I made his oh-so-enthusiastic signs at the end of the year last year. So far it's been review and easy. I know it's going to get harder and when it does hopefully Mr. V will be around so I can get some HELP!

American History. Kossmann is hilarious!! So far his lectures have been fun! He keeps it interesting so you dont fall asleep easily. His favorite phrase today. "Greeeaaaaaat." *sarcastic hint*

French. I am now Colette. That is my french name. Je m'appelle Colette, et to?
lol.

Multimedia Tech. We have done like nothing so far, but draw and color and a crossword puzzle. That is it. nothing else. Lopez is kind of crazy when it comes to certain things *coughpencilsharpenercough*

badasscartpusher

new screen name for AIM if you haven't gotten it already.

So.. today was interesting. I got a new Video Camera. It has a camcorder, a camera, mp3 player, and a voice recorder, also it can be used as a webcam.
I had to work today and the creepy night manager was there today. He talked to me for five minutes about how he felt good that i asked a question... whoop-de-doo. I was let out like 45 minutes early and i don't work til Wednesday.

Hopefully i'll know what classes I have by then

Vampires will never Hurt you
My Chemical Romance

And if they get me and the sun goes down into the ground
And if they get me take this spike to my heart and
And if they get me and the sun goes down
And if they get me take this spike and
You put the spike in my heart

And if the sun comes up will it tear the skin right off our bones
And then as razor sharp white teeth rip out our necks I saw you there
Someone get me to the doctor, someone get me to a church
Where they can pump this venom gaping hole
And you must keep your soul like a secret in your throat
And if they come and get me
You put the spike in my heart

And if they get me and the sun goes down
And if they get me take this spike and

[Chorus]
Can you take this spike?
Will it fill our hearts with thoughts of endless
Night time sky
Can you take this spike?
Will it wash away this jet black feeling?

And now the nightclub set the stage for this they come in pairs she said
We'll shoot back holy water like cheap whiskey they're always there
Someone get me to the doctor, and someone call the nurse
And someone buy me roses, and someone burned the church
We're hanging out with corpses, and driving in this hearse
And someone save my soul tonight, please save my soul

[Chorus]
Can you take this spike?
Will it fill our hearts with thoughts of endless
Night time sky
Can you take this spike?
Will it wash away this jet black now?

And as these days watch over time, and as these days watch over time
And as these days watch over us tonight
[x2]

I'll never let them, I'll never let them
I'll never let them hurt you not tonight
I'll never let them, I can't forget them
I'll never let them hurt you, I promise

Struck down, before our prime
Before, you got off the floor
Can you stake my heart? Can you stake my heart?

Can you stake my heart? Can you stake my heart?
(And these thoughts of endless night
bring us back into the light
and this venom from my heart)

Can you stake my heart? Can you stake my heart?
(And these thoughts of endless night
bring us back into the light
kill this venom from my heart)

Can you stake me before the sun goes down?

(And as always, innocent like roller coasters.
Fatality is like ghosts in snow and you have no idea what you're up against
because I've seen what they look like.
Becoming perfect as if they were sterling silver chainsaws going cascading...)

I'm sick. eeeeeeeeeeee. My head hurts and Tylonol doesn't help. I just learned I have a fever close to 101. My stomach hurts and such. Though i'm sure youse guys who actually read this are like.. aww get better, don't need to know the details!! lol. It feels like someone is squishing my head together.

Anyways... So I saw Pirates and OH MY GAWD!!! That was the best ever!! Johnny!! Orlando!!! AHHH!!! ^.^ *faints*

They are soooooooooo hott!!! lol. I want it!! The sound in the theatre kind of sucked but that's okay. It was fine throughout just not in the beginning and end. They ruined the end theme song thing!! grr on them!!

Yeauh. I'm moving. Not out of state, not out of this city for that matter. I'm still going to Gateway. We're just moving into a different house. Rent is going up, and my mom hates the location we're in because people go like 70 down the street we live on. So she's scared for my brother as he runs around everywhere. So... yea. He's gunna give her a heart attack.

The house we found, by accident I must say, is nice. It has 4 bedrooms and its near my brother's school, and closer to my dad's work. I'm sure I'll still be dropping him off and what not. So it's nice. Plus its got a canal in the backyard. Which is always good. My mom likes that.

yeauh.. newest update...
Panic! at the Disco BINGE!!

Yesh. It's true! I live! Though I don't know why I type this kind of stuff up for everyone to see but no one reads. Everyone claims that though and then have like seven million comments saying 'i read' but I dont have seven million people on my friends list. I dont even think I have seven! Seven was a good movie!! Brad Pitt!! yay!! Not as good looking as JOHNNY DEPP!! eee! I am so going to see that the day it comes out! Who wants to come with me!?!?!?!?!?!?!? Call me if ya want to go! lemme know! I want to go!! I should have money by then.. I hope... or I'll be owing my mom more!

Just a short little update on.... nothing. My front hairs not "bangs" are now pinky redish somecolor. hehe. I still have the black tips and im still blonde... for now XD

Yea. I know i dont update this much but hey. give me a break.
so new things. I have a job. Sweetbay as a 'service clerk' aka BAGGER!
I gots a kitty. Nikki Christina-Stephanie.
I know but Christina-Stephanie is the middle name.
So.. yea....
I believe I'm done.
I have to be at work in an hour and I have nothing to do... but wait...
which is boring...
-_-

So... today has already been interesting. I was actually going to clean my room, but i woke up kinda late. So i was like screw that. Then the utility guys came to our house and told us that they have to turn off the power for a couple hours so they can change the pole thats right outside our house so.. yea that was pretty interesting. So we went to my grandmas and i didn't have my make up done so i got to do it there. My brother wanted to go swimming and guess who got stuck taking him down to the pool....! ME! >.<
third time this week, in a row! That boy is KRAZII if he thinks i enjoy sitting there and watching him. I told him I would take him later too... -_-
that should be fun. HAHA! but that's part of my plan! We're going to Rib city tonight and i'm hoping we dont get back in time for him to go swimming. But hey 'hope' is the keyword there. I know. im mean. get over it. XP
so yea... I was watching SAMURI CHAMPLOO last night and oh my gawsh! Foo left Mugen and Jin to go to an island alone which wasn't a smart plan... anyways this guy on the main land wants to fight BOTH Mugen and Jin and Foo is in trouble.. she's like about to die.. i think.. she was in the process of getting attacked when the show ended!! DAMN SUSPENCE!! The next episode better be on tomorrow night or i might kill somebody!!

hehe! So it's my birthday!! yay!! Im so happy. I got to go to the doctors with my brother.. which was a disaster on my part because i was almost late to me DMV appt but my mom didn't even have the car registration. T.T
Luckily the tax office was "around the corner" and she got a copy in time for me to still do my drivers test, which I passed!! Hence the title 'IM LEGAL!!!' yay!!
I had cake with my family. Grandma, Aunt Joan, Cousin's Coreen and Maril, Aunt Ruth, Mom, Dad, and Chris. Nothing special. I got 15 balloons. I would've had 16 but one popped on the way into the house... but its all good. I got this pretty necklace and a 'precious moments' collectors item thing from my grandma. I got a TJ MAXX gift care (60 bucks man!) and i got 75 dollars. That'll probably all be gone by tomorrow ~.~

So I went to a baseball game yesturday. Miracles vs. Reds. It was definitely interesting. Like... first off we left late and had to wait in traffic to park. That's about the only waiting we did in the beginning. So we got to our seats and no one was next to me for a while and then this is where the fun started. The people who sat next to me were drunks. They were drunk before they got to their seats and they had more beers. So they kept leaving during the game which was fine for me because they took up too much space. They were def rednecks but from New York. My mommy says that there are rednecks up north. Whatever... in the end they got ingaged. We were happy for them. We clapped. and they were cool. They left in like the 7th inning..

There was this cute guy who was like 2 rows behind me. He was def cute. I liked his smile. it was adorable. Though at the beginning i said i wasn't going to be enthusastic about the game that changed after a pepsi. Sugar high, man. The manager told the pitcher to walk this one guy and the bases were loaded and then the next hitter hit a grand slam. I thought that was hilarious and then the pitcher got taken out and some guy in the crowd behind me yelled. "Keep him in, we like him!" we all laughed. It was funny. I think that was the interesting/best game ive ever been too.

drunken couple gets engaged
cute guy only 2 rows behind me
GRAND SLAM!
and fireworks!

Let's see... what can i type about.. i know...

So I was playing on this website and i was having this awesomest time til i was booted out of one of the rooms... for no reason i might add. I swear i didn't do anything. So i went to a different room and was having an okay time. Then i don't even know what happened and i got these girls calling me 'white ass' and 'ugly' and im being compared to Micheal Jackson. I was like whatever and left into another room and they followed me and booted me out after calling me 'white ass' and shit like that again. I left and it really hurt. They were calling themselves stupid... they were mixed races and they were calling themselves stupid... i mean have some decencey to call yourself smart. It hurt. I'm saddened that our country.. our world is full of these kinds of people calling other people by names because of their race. They bagged on me because i liked rock and that i was white. I was on the brink of crying it hurt so much. The people on this planet need to grow the fuck up and realize that there are other people then them and they do have feelings. So if you see me pissed or depressed tomorrow... you'll know why. (BTW this site i was on was inklink)

I think yesturday couldn't have gotten any better. To start off the day, I got a Mt. Dew! That's like a blessing in itself. Mountain Dew is like sweetness from the gods of Olympia! That's alot of gods from millions, billions of years ago. It would've been like my thrid one that week. Maybe my fourth. I lost count. No, it was my fourth. Cause I had two on Tuesday. Next, Did skits in Marketing and that was fun. Went to the computer lab to "do research" for out project thing that Ms. Stevens just Had to give us and make it equal TWO test grades. Then in english, I GOT TO BE CAESAR!! yay! thats like.. "I RULE ROME" right thurr!

LUNCH!! omgsh! AMY GOT AN IPOD NANO!! I was so happy for her. It was funny too. Rob had won it in a contest and put it in her lap during third period and she said "Did you buy this?" "No" "Don't lie to me, Rob!" That was funny. She was hyper and happy all lunch. Also, Rob brought Taco Bell. That was some good Tacos and then me and Amy and Casey went up and got pizza. So I had a good lunch. I didn't eat my poptart.^^

Fourth period, computer lab again and I got onto myspace for a bit. Did nothing on there though. I tried to see if I could get to Foamy.. and I did but the bell rang. 5th period.. omg... that was a blast!! Cards, dirty minds... Cards is a dirty game^^

6th period.. the period i hated the most that day.. ehh.. test. I bombed the last part of it. I forgot how to do it... I looked later and found out I had done it wrong. I did some of the extra credit but i dont think that will make up for six questions. I think I did alright on the rest. I know thats going to be like a 'C' right there... maybe. Then 7th period.. cards again. I played Spades with freshmen named Brain, Dan, and Melissa. That was cool. Me and Melissa (even though she didnt know how to play) beat Brain and Dan like 5 times. It was awesomest.

that was my day.. now if I had gotten a totally awesomest boyfriend that day it would've been like perfect!

Roamn Numerals Biotch!! hehe. My weekend was like totally... weird. Friday was my aunt's birthday and it was a pretty normal day. I went to go buy the books I needed for English afterschool and I helped my mom pick out a card for her sister. I also got an iced coffee from Starbucks.. and I had a malfunction with it. It disagreed with meh. lol. Then stayed home a while, surfed the web and then went to my grandma's house for cake. There I read Macbeth and talked with my cousins and aunts and ate cake and watched some comedy central, which the comic that was on was pretty damn funny!^^

Saturday: Woke up at 10. Woke up woke up (meaning making sure my brain was working). Got ready to go drop of my cousin, Brendon not Brandon, and my Aunt Pat off at the airport. Said my good byes at the airport. Read some more Macbeth. Went to my brothers baseball game and it was cold as fuck. Finsihed Macbeth at the game. Came home and stayed online. Watched Adult swim, bunch of reruns. Fell asleep.

Sunday: Woke up, ate breakfast, stayed online all day. Watched National Lampoon's Van Wilder and the Clerks. Which I've been watching over and over again. I've been downloading songs. That's about it. And here i am. And here you are reading (i think?).

Today.. was... okay. I wish I wasnt so tired but hey cant do anything about that.
So i have a new daughter for this family tree thing at school and she totally kicks ass! i couldn't have asked for a better daughter!! ♥ ya Christina!!!!

well this is just like a short update. My brother has a baseball game tomorrow and our school baseball team sucks major ass!!!

Another great song but not by the same band. if you are a rocker you would know this. Plus.. even if you weren't.. you coulve told by the voice of the lead singer. Though both are very very HAWT! lmao

I wonder if you people even know that ive been updating this thing for the past coulple of days / a week. But whatever. If you're reading... good for you *gives you thumbs up*
So Im here at school cause i can be (not) and im just hanging out in Mr. Colagross' room cause I can (fer serious)! It's only about 4:15 now.. so i still got like and hour and... 45 mins left here. Ugh.. Im happy for my mom that she got a tempt job and everything.. but staying after school for three hours longer is just boring.. I need to bring in my gameboy and play pokemon, fer serious. I caught up on my math homework. The only reason i was behind was cause of a field trip to 'the Pottery Garden' which is Ms. Zeiher's place. She owns that with her mother who is just as nice as Ms. Zeiher. Even then after i got the notes i had no clue how to do the work. I finally figured it out today like right before the quiz which i think i totally passed. Hopefully cause of what Big Bird had said. He got the same quiz as mine. I think... I hope so.. even then I got a glimpse of Kory's.. though.. i dont know if i can trust his answers much. He's smart and all its just his past test and quiz grades weren't so hot.

Well, I'm bored... i need to see if i can catch Mrs. Miller to turn in my work before she leaves. If she left already.. then i can do it tomorrow morning or something. Oh and another thing. That auction. I heard that the people who dont even have gateway dollars have to sit there while people auction off the shit. Well.. thats no fun for us.. and its not like we're getting anything so what's the point in us being there!? huh!? there is none! We'll probably end up sitting there like idiots while there's a battle going on over the Ipod nano. >.< NO POINT I SAY!

that the past is real.... I tear my heart open.. just to feel!
Love that song...

BYOB YAY!! hahaha. just kidding... -sigh-
okay my only like.. true freaky moment of the day... eh...
I hate myself.. im just so stupid. I cant even get all of my grades to be above a D...